This November is th most fruitful month in 2012 for me. I went Genting w th family in th first weekend, lost my IC there. Went to remake my IC at a cost of $100!! Super heartpain, but thankful that th “kind soul” returned my IC to ICA! (': 破财挡灾.

I went shopping w my ersao for 3 consecutive saturdays, and spent a bombbbb! I also went qoo10 to do alot of online shopping. Hohoho. :P

&& I met Peixuan BFF to celebrate her twentyfirst! Sushi buffet @ Nihon Murai. Bought her Chanel's limited edition eye-shadow. My first Chanel purchase yo! But glad BFF loves it. (:

I went back TP, I met up w year3 clique, I went singing karaoke w th favourite interns, I spent quality time alone at home watching shows, catching all those overdue sleep from th past 10 months. I did soooo many things I think I could have missed listing them out.

I enjoyed my life soooo much I dont want to return to reality. ): Maybe i should just marry to a millionnaire and be a taitai for life?

&& ohh, Victor has left th firm. My new counsellor's now Xilin. Though I know I'm gonna miss my fierce & stern boss alot, I still wish him th best in life. (: Prepared a present and handmade card for him but things cropped up, & i wasnt able to pass to him... It's still at my house & i'll pass to him some other day. :{

Exam's in 3 days time. If you have to ask me how's my revision coming along, i have to honestly say “i played too much this holiday. I really didnt study.” But who's gonna believe my words? Everyone's like “C'mon, you're Tingwen ley! How can it be?!” or even Denise BFF said “you so smart, no problem one lah!!” But who's there to really witness all these? I know myself too well. I didnt put in enough effort for this exam. I'm prepared to fail F9 for 100% sure. && I'm on th fence of salvaging my F5 and F7. Can't afford to fail all 3, I'll go bonkers.

So many people think highly of me. I can't fail at all. There's no room for failure. && everytime i think of this, i really hate myself so much. Have I been working hard to impress others all these while? When did I actually work hard for MYSELF?

Nevertheless, I have to put in my 200% effort to make sure i pass at least 2 papers. Goodbye to my ACCA incentive from EY. But what to do? I only have myself to blame..

JIAYOU BA, TINGWEN. HAVE A LITTLE FAITH!

Toodles,