Everything was fine, I was ready to head home after class to do my WBLs, & your text just has to come in at that right moment, and break my emotions. 

其实一切都很简单. 避开你的原因就是因为不想让你产生错觉, 觉得我们还有可能. 何必追问这莫明的问题? 搞成我又再次担任了 "坏人"  的恶毒角色. 我相信, 时间能够让我们放下这份感情, 让我们继续做要好的朋友. 既然你无法等, 那我们也只好走向陌生人的道路. 对不起, 是我的错. 是我自私, 任性, 幼稚, 才会让 "我们" 变回 "我"  和 "你" . 如果时间可以倒流, 我一定不会选择和你开始, 因为我不希望这友情会结束. 是我笨吧, 竟然去相信 "做不了情人还能做回朋友" 这种傻道理. 

Kind of disappointed with myself, to be defeated by that simple text. I'm sorry to have destroyed that happy conversation with that, statement. As much as possible, I've been cutting down on the mentions of him. 

我正努力试着压抑自己的情绪，不让自己把悲伤带进我们之间的话题里。请你多多包含我，偶尔控制不了自己的情绪， 想对你发泄的白痴行为。