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onesparkstartsthefire

do you know you're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder.

i said, your eyes are

the brightest of all the colours.

ever love another.

you'll always be my thunder,

so bring on the rain.

was the soundtrack of my summer.

#73 W.H.Y.

Friday, August 31, 2012 @ 10:33 PM

WHY do I have to make th effort to explain WHY?

WHY do I have to care about what others think of me? So what if I look like a bitch or a slut to others? Will I be able to change anything if I were to explain myself?

WHY must life be so complicated, & making me go out of breath?
WHY am I sitting here, thinking what could have happened before all these came along?

WHY am I starting to doubt myself?
WHY am I starting to hate myself?
WHY these thoughts just won't leave me?

What should I do.. Run along, & knock me down. Give me a head concussion, tell me I've lost my mind.

一辈子无法了解我自己, 也许我根本不应该在这世界出现.. 我只是在拖累我身边所有的人.. 活着很累，我很无奈，却只能自己承受.. 这一切的一切真的太疯了.. 或许是我疯了吧.