Many people will think that I had found a new love, or that worse, i dont love him anymore. Whatever you guys say/think/behave, i dont fucking care. If there is still love but there is a problem that will forever be etched in your heart, will you still walk down th aisle with him? I used to believe and behave that we'll get married & have our own family.. I guess I was just blinded by love. Cos th thing is th future is ambiguous to me. Sorry, but I dont see 'US' in th future. I dont want to drag th relationship further. How long can we drag it on? Sorry i end it in a harsh way..

Whoever said I have a new love should ought to be shot, though there is a guy who influenced me indirectly. He showered care and concern to me like nobody else. He gave me th attention that I wanted. He was there virtually for me when i felt depressed. He made me realise that I deserve someone that treats me better! But doesnt mean i broke up to get together w him. As much as he is sweet w his words that made me melt, I kindof know that he wont be my husband-material, though really have to admit he is a ideal boyfriend material! Well; at least to me luh... So if there is any girl out there who wants a sweet boyfriend, tell me kay. I introduce him to you. Hopefully, this clarifies th misunderstanding people had on me? But oh well, even if not so, I rest my case. *raise hand and surrender*

There's a whole lot of flashbacks of you, whereever I go. Went Clementi & saw your camp.. Went airport & remembered th night where i went to wait for your return frm Taiwan.. Talk about mooncakes I remember i went arnd searching for nice mooncakes for your family.. KT's msg reminds me of you.. Although they hurt & even though I still cry a little occasionally when i'm alone, I know all these will be over soon. I'll love and miss you a little lesser each day...

B, You'll find a girl of your dreams, so let go of th past.